Dear Mom,
Sometimes I wonder where you are
You hurt me bad and it’s left a scar
I don’t think you care and that’s okay
If there is a will, there is a way
I lock my heart in hopes of relief
But there is no escape for all this grief
I hate who you are and what you’ve done
This weight I bear feels like a ton
So many times that you have missed
I don’t know why I still get pissed
You weren’t there then and you’re not here now
You’ve broken every single vow
I remember the nights of fallen tears
For wanting all those broken years
I wish I could say it was long ago
I’m working on me and trying to grow
But I can’t shake this anger deep inside
“I love you, Chrissy Marie,” you lied
I should be big enough to move on
But my patience has been overdrawn
Someday I will tell her what you did
But I’ll be careful because she’s my kid
I won’t do to her what you did to me
Forever my baby she will be
I’ll hold her and raise her and never let go
And my love for her she’ll always know
😭💔
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