Sometimes I feel like I’m drowning
It’s 9pm and my daily to do list still has five things left on it…
Oh shit, the baby is waking up. Better make a bottle of formula since I suck and forgot to pump
It’s takes so long to sit down and put him to the breast
I wanted my breastfeeding journey to be much longer but I’m afraid it’s dwindling down
I’m trying my best but I’m in my head
I still have to do my college homework
What am I doing?
I take on all of these things and I have no one to take the kids to when I need some time away
I’m stuck here
In this world of everlasting responsibility
And there’s no clocking out
I’m tired. So so tired
But I’ll continue to rise
Between the Lens 
Don’t give up. I remember when my baby now is 4 years old. I am also a breastfeeding mom. I love spending time with my baby. not all the time. she will always be a baby, she will grow up. and take the opportunity. and we just balance out time and priorities. you can do it.
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