When we were kids, my uncle would take all of us out to the garage to watch a big storm roll by. We just so happened to live south of what seemed to always be the path of the storms. So we would get our lawn chairs and flip cell phones out and have a… Continue reading EOD Thoughts: 03.23.2021
Dylan and I are playing Darts against one another on our iPhones tonight. Is this what our world has come to? Either way, we’re making the most of what we’ve got so, virtual date nights it is!! .....................
“Say something, I'm giving up on you I'll be the one, if you want me toAnywhere, I would've followed you Say something, I'm giving up on you And I am feeling so smallIt was over my headI know nothing at all And I will stumble and fallI'm still learning to loveJust starting to crawl Say… Continue reading “Say Something” by A Great Big World
The wheels turn but I’m not moving The landscapes are changing around me But everything is the same There is pink in the sky this morning And it looks beautiful, like pink was meant to be in the sky all the time It’s weird How the uniqueness in life Also entertains the feeling of belonging… Continue reading A Rock
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I don't know how to love my mom. Or if I'm ever even going to be able to. Some people can easily let the words "I love you" spew from their mouth, but I have never been that kind of person. Of course I have no issue pulling my daughter or fiancee in for a… Continue reading Love is Hard
I am just two days away from being reunited with my family. It's so exciting, but it also means that tempers have been building up for the last month and a half. Dylan has been doing practically everything on his own and I've been going mad locked up in this hotel and away from my… Continue reading Life with a BIG heart
I lift her head up into my hands. My fingers line the jaw of her crying face. “I’m sorry,” I whisper. She turns her head quickly and I put my hands back in my lap. There are no words that I can say that will bring her any comfort. Oh, how I love this sweet,… Continue reading The Beginning of The End
My name is Alexander. I don’t go by Alex because it doubles as a female’s name and that bothers me. I am 24 years old, but I feel a lot older. I’ve been alone for a long while and I don’t see that changing any time soon. I got out of high school and didn’t… Continue reading Alexander’s Alaska
I start therapy on Friday. I’m very excited, actually. I feel like the stigma against mental health is kind of diminishing and more and more people are trying their hand at therapy. In all reality, everyone just wants to feel better. I’ve always wanted to talk to someone about all of the feelings I have, but I’ve… Continue reading Finding Myself